Watercolour Non-Self Portraits: Forms of Presence
There are moments when observing a person is not enough to describe them.
And then there are rarer, almost suspended moments, in which what arrives is not the external image, but a sensation: a presence, an emotional quality, an inner rhythm.
My abstract watercolor portraits emerge precisely from this space.
I am not looking for likeness.
I am not interested in reproducing facial features, expressions, or realistic details. What I try to do is visually translate what a person communicates beyond words: their essence, the subtle movement I perceive in the moment I meet them, or even simply think of them.
Everything begins with a few colors.
I choose an essential, almost intuitive palette, allowing tones to emerge that, for me, embody that specific presence. Some people arrive as deep, silent blues, others as vibrant reds, and others still as light, iridescent veils that seem to dissolve into water.
From there, I enter a very particular state of listening.
A form of non-judgmental awareness, where I try to set aside rational interpretations and aesthetic expectations.
It is a fluid space, almost meditative, in which I let water and pigment begin to dialogue with each other.
The forms emerge slowly.
It is there that the portrait truly happens.
Not as a representation of the person, but as a sensitive trace of their essence transformed into color, gesture, and movement.
Each portrait therefore becomes an encounter.
An attempt to make visible something that normally remains invisible.
Perhaps this is why I consider these works closer to emotional maps than to traditional portraits. They are intuitive interpretations, deeply subjective — and precisely for that reason, authentic.
Because some people cannot be described.
They can only be felt.